I wanna be your new big nothing,

heatherlovee @ 2005-09-24T17:00:00

2005-09-24T20:49:04Z

im lame
so i made a new jouranl
x____glamour_x

...and i like dancing in the rain on fridays <33

2005-09-24T18:10:52Z

the last 2 weeks were pretty good...
schools school...nothing good, nothing bad
boys are my motivation =) =)
i have a tad of an intrest in one....
more like 4
*heather smiles*

yesterday was emilys party
i had a good time...
we roasted marshmellows...i burnt mine,
then jeff got some stick stuck in his =)
we went on the swings...had a bon fire...did random things
dan made a few kids pass out with that thing you do...
where you like...make them pass out? haha...good explination...go me
then we had some of codys cake...mmmm i love cake
then we went into emilys tree house and like i started to get scared cause it was 11pm and we were in the woods...
im scared of the dark =)
me, katie, jeff and michelle had some good bonding time, sitting in a little house thing attached to a swingset...
we talked....i had fun

i dont know what to write
im pretty boring...
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Happy Birthday Ron....

your the only one...breaking me down like this

2005-09-11T15:08:56Z

i dont know why i titled this entry "your the only on...breaking me down like this" cause i dont like anyone haha oh well its a good song.

september 11th...- rest in peace <3

so today i woke up at like 9:27...exactly haha and its weird cause i woke up at 9:27 exactly on saturday...pretty weirdd
then i was planning on going in the shower cause i wasnt functioning properly cause i wasnt fully up and i was getting all ready and my dad told me that jeannette was going in first and i was like fnkjafnakjf arghhh so i sat on the computer and ate a corn muffin =)
then i just finished with my shower...im awake now haha and soon i think im going to like staples or something cause i need to get a few more things for ritters class.
and later today at 3 i have ccd....for 3 hours im like WWHHHHAAATTT and at first i totally thought that i didnt do the project over the summer which i really didnt do my mom did (shhhh) and i was like oh shit.
now im talking to emily and listening to acceptance again...its the band of the weekend ahah cause i cant think of any other good songs i wanna listen to.

omggg im so happy...
all my period pimples are gone hehe
i love how i get all excited over the smallest things

i totally forgot to write ericas letter (cause i never signed her yearbook)
so i think ill do it now so i can give it to her today at ccd.
i really hope julie brings her digital to religion cause that would be fun...?
cause we were talking last night and i was like hey i could make a photobucket with a "holy pictures" section
and it would be like
"pictures of julie and jesus, julie on jesus, julie shaking jesus' hand...julie and the father...julie and sister rose...julie in the confessional, julie and the holy water...julie throwing the holy water, julie drinking the holy water, julie getting beaten by the father for misusing the holy water"

well i have to go for now...print out shit for my health homework
peace nigg <33

this is so pointless it makes me laugh

2005-09-11T03:09:34Z

X your confessions:

[ ] I am bisexual

[ ] I am homosexual

[ ] I've run away from home

[ ] I listen to political music.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[ ] I shut others out when I'm sad

[X] I open up to others easily

[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world

[X] I watch the news

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs

[X] I own something from Hot Topic

[X] I love Disney movies

[X] I am a sucker for eyes

[ ] I don't kill bugs

[ ] I curse regularly.

[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[ ] I love Spam

[ ] I bake well

[X] I would wear pajamas to school.

[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie

[ ] I have a job

[ ] I love Martha Stewart.

[ ] I am in love/like with someone.

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS

[ ] I am self conscious.

[XXXXXXXX] I like to laugh.

[ ] I smoke a pack a day.

[ ] I read Go Ask Alice.

[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[X] I have many scars

[ ] I've been out of this country

[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room

[X] I am really ticklish.

[ ]I love chocolate.

[X] I bite my nails.

[X] I am comfortable with being me.

[ ] I play computer games/video games when I'm bored

[X] Gotten lost in the city

[ ] Saw a shooting star.

[ ] I had a serious Surgery.

[X] Gone out in public in your pajamas

[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

[X] Hugged a stranger.

[ ] Been in a fist fight with the same sex.

[ ] Been arrested.

[ ] Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.

[X =)] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator

[ ] Made out in an elevator.

[X] Swore at your parents.

[X] Kicked a guy where it hurts.

[ ] Been skydiving.

[ ] Been bungee jumping.

[ ] Broken a bone.

[X] Played spin the bottle.

[X] Gotten stitches

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[X] Bitten someone.

[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.

[X] Gotten the chicken pox.

[ ] Crashed into a car

[ ] Been to Japan

[ ] Ridden in a taxi.

[ ] Shoplifted.

[ ] Been fired.

[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[ ] Stole something from your job.

[ ] Gone on a blind date.

[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] Been to Europe.

[ ] Slept with a co-worker.

[ ] Been married

[ ] Gotten divorced.

[ ] Saw someone/something dying.

[X] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[ ] Been to Canada.

[ ] Been on a plane.

[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] Thrown up in a bar.

[ ] Eaten Sushi.

[X] Been snowboarding.

[X] Been skiing.

[X] Been ice skating.

[X] Met someone in person from the internet.

[ ] Been to a motocross show.

[X] Going to or have gone to college.

[ ] Done hard drugs

[cause i was in pain] Taken painkillers.

[ ] Cheated on someone else

beautiful is my picture,
throw it up into the spotlight.

i love renee

2005-09-10T18:45:28Z

Renee Winkler24: is today fathers day?
Heather Lovee: fathers day is in june
Heather Lovee: idiot
Renee Winkler24: oh
Renee Winkler24: =)

i miss middle school lunch with my girls <3 (i stole your pics nicoley lovee loveee)

oh no, this couldnt be more unexpected

2005-09-10T16:17:10Z

Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
When I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you

acceptance <3

i havent slept in 4 days

2005-09-10T04:41:53Z

not really in an updating mood...
cause im super tired
my contacts are like drying in my eyes
and i dont feel like taking them out
i totally forgot pajamas for my dads

first week of HS...
                             day uno- got lost
                             day dos- got lost
                             day tres- got lost and almost jumped by a big black kid
                             day fourr- almost fell on my face walking down the stairs
but i must say...high school is good for one thing...BOYS =)

tired
bed
now
wakeup
run
shower
breakfast
update

faggot <3

if i was black my name would be YOLANDA

2005-09-01T00:06:39Z

so im at brittanys
pretty ghetto
and this is pointless
so like mmmm hmmmm
bye

oh mahhhhhh goshhhh look im britney spearssss

2005-08-28T22:55:53Z

yea so i totally just realized that tomorrow starts my "get ready for school" schedual
which means i have to wake up at like 5am
cause ron needs the bathroom by 6 and since i dont have a room cause of the renovations i have to do EVERYTHING in the bathroom
if i still had my room...id wake up at like 5:30
fuckin' a man fuckin' AAAAA

i go back to my moms today
so i wont be like updating for 2 weeks...unless im at a gracious friends house and i update there...
but if i dont then i wont update till like the weekend after the first week of school
argh...oh well

this summer was pretty sick...
spent 3 weeks with my dad
all of august i went to the park with brittany...no lives? mmm yea we know
the first 2 weeks i spent with erica like we were inseperable...then she went to fucking CANADA
damn canadians...they kill everything...<3 love them...my mersche's that is

so like yeah nothing to write...
i have nothing to say
lifes pretty good
boring for most part
but oooooooooh welll =)

*so long sweet summer

i love nicole mccafferty

2005-08-28T20:00:54Z

nicoley made my myspace hot
thank you lovee

hmmm we strike up some sick conversations i must say

2005-08-28T16:15:10Z

so yeah me and ali are talking about KJ and hasidics? mmm righty oh sonny....
my parental units arent home
they went to visit janeattes (dads fiance) mom in a nursing home
then theyre comming back and were gunna go see my grandma gloria
shes the shit

myspace is getting superly overrated
its quite sad
i gave up on it ISH so i like deleted my 3page bio and all the colors and crap
mmm fun

i need people to talk to...
IM me...Heather Lovee -- sn

                                                             Tragic Vendetta: my fridge smells like old ladies.
                                                             Tragic Vendetta: :-(
                                                             Heather Lovee: OH SHIT mine too
                                                             Heather Lovee: no wait
                                                             Heather Lovee: thats cheese
                                                             Tragic Vendetta: hahaa

oh the conversations we have <3

pretty lush

2005-08-28T15:11:10Z

i just woke up
big suprise since im always up between 8-9am at my moms house
i dont think ive ever slept till 11:20
thats pretty cool
i enjoyed it =)

im going to go eat pancakes now...
mmmmmm food

ps...i dont like stepehen...still miss him to death but i dont like him in that way
nor do i like the other fellow that i was highly infatuated with

im dancing im my chetah print spandex

2005-08-28T07:02:55Z

dum ditty dum dum
im like so amused at the moment
just had like a comment fest with some justin person (sorry i dont know your last name)
hes really funny
we talked about powdered toast (YUM) and buying a mailorder mexican...id names him francess and hes be gangster // hxc =)
and im having a message fest with beccaodze...shes super cool
mmm hmmmm im excited for school now
hoping i wont die =P haha

its really early..and im pretty hot right now
my feet smell...mmmm palmagranet
yes yes i know i need to find something to do...
possibly sleep
WHAT A CRAZY IDEA
no not that funny
not funny at all

my contacts are like drying in my eyes for staring at the screen for so long
mmmm thats rad
i say "mmm" and "mmm hmmmm" too much...
well really i just enjoy pressing the same key multiple times...
righttttttttt

mixed emiotions x1000000000

2005-08-28T04:36:22Z

i cant figure things out these days.
dayne semi-helped me...like he made me understand things more but like...
i dont know..
i cant seem to make good decisions.

my mom always tells me that lifes a test...for god i suppose?
well if it is
im fucking failing with flying colors

i cant believe im saying this

2005-08-28T01:29:15Z

i miss stephen

dont let me say that...
took me 6 months to get over the kid,
and im not turning back

hm yeah

2005-08-28T00:34:35Z

leave me a comment with your name and i will write something about you
-word that describes you
-best memory
-what are we (friends, enemies, brother/sister, i like you, dating...ect)

i so stole that from some girls journal from california
no life times10029283

i have to go to the bathroom
pretty rad ey? mm hmm

mmm yea

2005-08-27T22:19:06Z

nothing happenes to me
sucks a tad
oh well ill live
school starts soon
im semi-looking forward to it
semi-not

so yeah
thats about it
boring